Tuesday, May 22, 2007

p.80-96

The invisible skull on the desolate hills of every california town opens its jaws or arranged imprisonments and decapitation. But who listens?" (Herrera 83)
I think this means the invisible skull who represents people from california opining its jaw which means opens its arm for different people but then makes them suffer. The skull also represents the darkness of California and the Jaw/ mouth of the skull is the sentiment of prison that the imigrants or counter culture people live when they live in california.

"a few lefty wanna-be Latinos dissipates and re-emerges."Herrera 86"
This short quote shows herrera's proudness of his county. He talks about how certain americans imitate their habits and language to be like real latinos. It's the same thing as people trying to be black... that start talking like them and all. It is very explicitto todays society I think.

Friday, May 18, 2007

INTERVIEW

1. How is living a Zen life counter cultural?
2. What lead you to this lifestyle?

Louis—I’ll take the second of you questions first. I would ask what led me to zen practice since zen and all of Buddhism is a practice. Lifestyle makes it seem like the lifestyle advertising that is so predominant out there. Indeed, that is exactly how zen is marketed these days as a lifestyle—serene, peaceful, minimalist, lots of green tea, maybe some shakuhachi flute in the background over $100 sushi. But very little actual sitting. Buddhism is a practice—it very practical and pragmatic. I came to practice from 2 angles

1) art and aesthetics—I was blown away by Japanese haiku and scroll painting. Later—Chinese poetry as well. The attention to daily life drew me in and seemed to connect with the works of WCW whom I was reading voraciously at the time. So because I was figuring what it meant to be a poet and what poetry was etc. the Japanese conception of art as a “Way” led me naturally to zen. Basho after all was a practitioner—I recall Robert Aitken Roshi’s book A Haiku Wave being instrumental in making this connection for me and clarifying how writing could be a form of practice—an extension of (but never a substitute for) formal meditation.
2) Suffering—my life was a mess and I wanted to find a way to sort it out. My traditional Christian upbringing offered little in the way of guidance besides kumbiyah around the youth group campfire, so I looked elsewhere. My religion prof at McGill—Victor Sogen Hori—was a zen monk as well. That helped a lot. I checked out the local zendos and started sitting daily when I was 19 or so.

In terms of how zen is countercultural, I would as instead IF zen is countercultural, and that clearly depends on what you mean by culture. In terms of Shambhala Enlightened Society, practice is anything but countercultural—it is the vehicle to creating a kinder, more awake, compassionate society that eases of suffering of the greatest number of people. But sure, in one sense, practice goes against the grain of our current speedy, consumerist culture. I’m wary tho of the “world-denying” implications of countercultural. The biggest misnomer about zen is that it means dropping out of society and going to live in a monastery—a kind of fuck it all approach that in the end amounts to a lack of courage to face and deal with one’s life just as it is, warts and all. Real practice isn’t about dropping out of society, it’s about entering more deeply into it and helping others. I also don’t think that we need a counterculture right now—I think the current system of liberal bourgeois capitalism through welfare state democracy is the best idea of how to structure our lives we’ve come up with so far. The problems (more equitable distribution of wealth, global warming, species extinction, AIDS, genocide) are matters of refinement, not fatal flaws in the system. I don’t think the whole thing needs to be scrapped—the situation as we Buddhists say is workable. A lot of the counterculture focuses on how bad America is and how hopeless the system is—I think that’s a poisonous attitude to take. Don’t play the America Sucks Sweepstakes.

From my point of view enlightenment is a moment of clarity where
everything becomes obvious. Can you explain if this statement is true or
false?
4. Why is enlightenment so important for Zen Buddhists?
5. Have you ever reached enlightenment?
6. If yes, how was it like.

I don’t have much use for the question of enlightenment. Too often people take this idea of getting enlightened and turn it into a goal to pursue. The problem with that is twofold—one you already are what you are pursuing, and two it’s an aggressive, acquisitive approach to spiritual practice. Enlightenment becomes just another commodity on the spiritual marketplace—what Trungpa Rinpoche termed spiritual materialism. And people who practice in this way frequently become arrogant and prideful assholes who think that they’ve got something the rest of use mere mortals don’t. This is especially true of Rinzai zen koan practice. Having done that practice for a while and “passed” koans, I can tell you that so-called enlightenment experiences aren’t much different from bad gas or a blood sugar low. They are impermanent states of mind that, if clung to, become just another source of suffering. Better I’d say to cool off and not worry too much about enlightenment. I prefer the “no gain” approach to practice which assumes that we are all already Buddha—intrinsically enlightened—and our job is to pay attention to all the subtle ways we talk ourselves out of acting that way. Slowly, we learn to stay with and taste fully all aspects of our experience, including the parts we don’t like. It’s a hell of a lot harder to sit still when you’re pissed off or bored silly than to concentrate on a koan and get enlightened. The latter runs the risk as well of turning meditation into a mechanism for repressing emotions—I’ve met TONS of people who have passed lots of koans and had enlightenment experiences who still don’t demonstrate even the slightest amount of emotional honesty.

So—I’d question that enlightenment is important to zen Buddhists. Certainly in the two main schools Soto and Rinzai you have divergent opinions. Soto is more oriented towards the no gain approach where Rinzai stresses the importance of satori. Unfortunately for the Beats, the only real scholarship at the time centered around DT Suzuki who stressed satori and enlightenment like nobody’s business. This one-sided perspective on practice set American zen back 50 years I’d say—it’s negative effects can still be felt to this day.

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

p.55-80

"Get horny with the wrong images"(herrera 61)

This section was important in last night's reading. It reflects how religion can make people do weird stuff. Sometimes religion give very good meanings to life and that is why people follow them so much. It talks about the over ruling of religion that can become harassing for people. For example, women rights in certain religion are very restricted but I think it's just because the founder of these religion were men. In this poem it's exagerted but it's just to give an idea to people.

''Fuzzy Equations" (herrera 74)

those fuzzy equation express the frustrations there is from latin American people. Latin people are very emotive(french people are latin too). When Latin see what is going on in America, it makes them jealous. they see their neigbor beeing a world power and they are nothing much in the world scale. I think these equation are an emotive reaction by the author.

Monday, May 14, 2007

1st paragraph (need work)

Kerouac vs. Thoreau

Thoreau is the most popular writer in American Literature, and Kerouac is an poet that was not as well known as Thoreau although they both have very similar opinions. These opinions are comparable because they are alike from some point of views but very different from other point of views. The view they have for nature is very similar but has slim differences.

Sunday, May 13, 2007

p.30-55

"things appear new, our poesy missions appear refurbished, then the fog from the pacific rolls in again, homicide stats pile up on the curb, more death, then light, rain, more rain." (herrera 32)

At the befggining of this quote he says things appear neweverything is easy. thn, the fog from the pacific rolls in which forshadoes moments of darkness where the number of homocides keeps groing and I think the light is the image of god but it doesn't come because of these moments of darkness.

"Food stuff they never told us about." (herrera 33)

In this poem he sees everything in the darkside. Everything becomes drugs, catastrophies or bad things. I think this is sort of a theme in the novel because it seems like a pretty dark story. Everything is going bad. it forshadoes tday's depression probably with the food in the grocery stores... we never know if what we et is 100% natural. fruits are full of organic products that are bad for us.

Re: Term paper #2

I changed my mind...I'll be doing it on Kerouac an Thoreau.

Friday, May 11, 2007

Notebooks of a Chile Verde Smuggler (5-29)

"I drop my burden"
This little quote is importan because we never really know what it means. I drop my worries. i drop my errors, drop my stress. after the first paragraph of the book i thought that this second section was were the kid was trying to not think about the salt and water on his open scare and try to purify is sowle by meditating (sort off).

''this is the lass stop before you hit pheonix,"
this shows the setting of the story it shows were its going to be. It also says that there will be a lot of traveling.

Wednesday, May 9, 2007

CCC Interview

1. How is living a Zen life counter cultural?
2. What lead you to this lifestyle?
3. From my point of view enlightenment is a moment of clarity where everything becomes obvious. Can you explain if this statement is true or false?
4. Why is enlightenment so important for Zen Buddhists?
5. Have you ever reached enlightenment?
6. If yes…how was it like.
7. How does people react to your lifestyle?
8. Did meditation really change your way of thinking?
9. Recently, we’ve read the book the Dharma Bums. In this book, they talk a lot about nature and how nature helped the main character to reach enlightenment. Do you use nature if so how do you use? If not do you have another place that really helps you in your meditation sessions?
10. If you would have a tip to give for an apprentice Zen Buddhist, what would it be?

Tyler Doherty

Tuesday, May 8, 2007

theme of paper #2

The Dharma bums and the crucible.

Monday, May 7, 2007

The House on Mango Street

"I knew then I hadto have a real house. A real one. One I could point to" (Cisneros 748)
After beiing rediculized by the noun, she realizes that her lifestyle is totally pitty full. She then promisses to herself that she will get herown house when she will get older. A house nice enough to not be afraid to show it.

Sunday, May 6, 2007

Seeing

"but if you cultivate a healthy poverty and simplicity, so that finding a penny will literally make your day, then, since the world is in fact planted in pennies, you have with your poverty bought lifetime of days. It is that simple. What you see is what you get."
(Dillard 693)
This quote says that it would be important to find the bright side of everything. Annie Dillard in this quote explains how she was happy when dhe was finding a penny on the ground when she was younger, and she explains thatif everyone was looking at the good side of everything, life would become way easyer and happyer.

"Finally I asked, 'What color am i looking for?' and a fellow said, 'Green.' When at last I picked out the frog, I saw what painters are up against: the thing wasn't green at all, but the color of whet hickory bark." (Dillard 695)
In this quote, Dillard explains the metal image that people have for things. She takes the example of the frog which is seen by most of us as green. She says that when she actually saw it she realized it actually wasn't green at all. I think people are using the same image with blacks. they all think that because of their color, they are different but they don't really learn to really know who they are.

"'The girl went through the experience that we all go through and forget, the moment we are born. She saw, but it did not mean anything but a lot of different kinds of brightness.'" (Dillard 701)
I think this quote is nice because it expains how without our minds our vision doesn't mean anything. No one remembers anything about their life uintil they became mature enough to remember what they have been seeing. Whithout our minds we'd only see a tun of different kinds of brightness.

The literature of illumination reveals this above all: although it comes to those who wait for it, it is always, even the most practuced and adept, a gift and a total suprise." (Dillard 705)
This quote makes me think of enlightenment. It says that even for those who wait for it to happen and for the biggest adepts who work to get it, It is always a very big suprise. I would add to that that it will be way bigger for the ones who workedfor it then for the ones who didn't.

p.171-200

#1
“ ‘Do you know what sudden enlightenment is? One disciple came to a Master and answered his koan and the Master hit him with a stick and knocked him off the veranda ten feet into a mud puddle. The disciple got up and laughed. He later became a Master himself. ‘Tasn’t by words he was enlightened, but by that great healthy push off the porch.’” (Kerouac 173)
This quote said by Japhy is very important. He explains what sudden enlightenment is. He says that it can happen anytime. Getting pushed off a porch enlightened the disciple. I think that sudden enlightenment will happen after a lot of meditation and work. It cannot happen to someone that doesn’t reflect about life. For some it can happen when the get pushed off a poach and for others it can happen after another event.
#2
“Then I suddenly had the most tremendous feeling of the pitifulness of human beings, whatever the were, their faces, painted mouths, personalities, attempts to be gay, little petulance, feeling of loss, their dull and empty witticism so soon forgotten.”(Kerouac 199)
This human said by Ray is important because he expresses his thoughts about humans. He says that as soon as someone is left doing nothing all of his drive is forgotten. I think this reflects one common saying in French. “moin tu en fais moi tu veux en faire” which means the less you do the less you want to do.

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

My paper topic

My paper topic is how meditation can seem selfish

Monday, April 16, 2007

Dharma Bums p.150-170

"There just isn't any kind of night's sleep in the world that can compare with the night's sleep you get in the desert winter night, providing you're good and warm in a duck-down bag.”

When I read this quote, I reflected about Ray at the beginning of the novel. He was only starting to live in peace with nature and he was actually very afraid of it. I also thought about the mountain climb that he did with Japhy were he was terrorized by the size. He learned by experience and that is the major element I wanted to get out of this blog.

For this second blog..I don’t really have a quote. I just want to point out that in this part of the novel, Ray seems a lot stronger and way more convinced of his opinions. He doesn’t follow Gatsby anymore like he did at the beginning of the novel. He has his own belief and is perfectly peaceful with them.

Sunday, April 15, 2007

Dharma Bums p.120-149

Quote #1(p.129)
"he had a nice home in Ohio with wife, daughter, Christmas tree two cars, garage, lawn, lawnmower, but he couldn't enjoy any of it because he really wasn't free."
This is the thought that Ray has when the trucker tells him what he thinks about Ray's life. The man has alo of money and a nice family but doesn't seem to get anything out of it because he is stuck in his job... I think this reflects the suburban life. They have everything they need but, they are all stuck in the same type of living.

Quote#2(p.138)
"'Yes, Coughlin it's a shinning now-ness and we've done it, carried america like a shinning blanket into that brighter nowher already."
After reading this quote I had no idea what it meant. But i started thinking about it and it sort of makes me think that Ray was trying to expand the religion of bodhism and want he's saying is that he's done it. The brighter nowhere I think is heaven. He isalso probably thinking of Rosie's suicide attempt and thinking that America is becoming heaven...

Thursday, April 12, 2007

The Dharma Bums (pp.1-96)

“Japhy wasn’t big, just about five foot seven, but strong and wiry and fast and muscular.” (p.11)
I think this is an important quote because it shoes the kind of relation Japhy and Ray will have further in the book. Japhy knows his religion and his beliefs so well that even if he is very young and little, he is able to influence a whole lot of people. At this moment Ray explains his first vision of Japhy and remarks that he is a very simple but interesting guy.

“I’m not a zen Buddhist I’m a serious Buddhist,” (p.13)
Ray says this quote the first time he talks to Japhy. Japhy teal’s him a bunch of craziness about Animal. Ray answers him very meanly and tries to take him down with his comment. He then realizes that Japhy is very far from stupid. He then becomes one of his biggest influences.

“She was sex mad and man mad, so there wasn’t much of a problem in persuading her to play yabyum.”(p.28)
I think this is very important because it shows Ray’s belief’s before he actually hs the scene in his face and before he lives it. The other thing is the fact that he says “t play yabyum” it shows that he doesn’t really take this type of Buddhism seriously.


“I regarded lust as offensive and even cruel.”(p.29)
To me, this quote shows how many trust Ray has in Japhy. At first he is very uncomfortable with this situation but then he decides to join because he sees his mentor that is even inviting him into the “orgy”. Japhy still doubts about it because the next day he tries to talk about it with Japhy but Japhy refuses. He doesn’t really know what he got himself into.

“In fact I was afraid of those jagged monstrosities all around and over our heads.” (p.67)
Her, Ray express’s his feeling, and the way he looks at the mountain when he is just at the beginning of his hiking trip. He explaining how the mountain is imposing to his eyes while Japhy thinks it’s no big deal… he’s actually in perfect harmony with the mountain. The same thing happened earlier with princess at the beginning of the story.


" Japhy, I gotta hand it to you, you’re the happiest little cat in the world and the greatest by God you are.” (P.68)
This quote shows how Ray looks up to Japhy, and how he want’s to be exactly like him. He is even a little jealous here because he says “you’re the happiest little cat” and I feel that he sort of thinks that he is what… He’s looking for what he is.


"'Come on Smith, only another five minutes. I only got a hundred feet to go!'
"'I'm staying right here! It's too high!' (p.83)
This quote shows how nature can be dominating over human. Japhy who has been a hiker for a while, isn’t even tired or afeard by the mountain. Ray who is an inexperienced hiker seems dead of fear and tiredness. It shows how experience is important… how people learn by experience. They don’t only learn little things they learn life lessons.

“it was Japhy standing on top of Matterhorn peak letting out his triumphant mountain-conquering Buddha Mountain Smashing song of joy. It was beautiful." (Chapter 11, pp.84)
This shows how joyful and powerful Japhy feels. In his head he concurred the mountain. In a minute, Smith will do the same but for him it will be a life lesson because he will have proven to himself that he is able to do it his self-confidence will then become way bigger and he will not see Japhy as his mentor but as his friend.

Sunday, April 1, 2007

Are These Actual Miles

Toni would go to the grocery and put in everything she saw. “I had to do without when I was a kid,” she says. “These kids are not going to do without,” as if he’d been insisting they should.”

I think this is a quote that reveals one of the teams in the story. Toni and Leo represent the young parents that I trying to offer the most to their children even if they don’t have the money to do it. In this quote, Toni is trying to justify to herself that she needs to spend so much for her children.

“They buy what they want. If they can’t pay, they charge. They sign up”

This couple really represents today’s young couples or people with less education that live day by day with their money. As soon as they can offer themselves something they do it. But, they don’t think at all about the future. And when it finally hits on them it really does.

Friday, March 30, 2007

The Persistence of Desire

"Thus Clyde was dismissed into a tainted world where things evaded his focus"
I think this quote is important because it reflects how important our fundamentals are. When Dr. Pennypacker puts the drops in Clyde's eyes, Clyde sees his vision drop drastically. He is then very afraid because everything is getting very obscure quickly. He realizes that people like Janet were even judging him. In the end he realizes that his obscure vision started way before he got the drops in his eyes because he didn’t realize what kind a person Janet was.

“He tucked the note back into his shirt pocket and its stiffness there made a shield for his heart.”
Clyde once dated Janet. He probably got bored and he decided to break up. He probably broke her heart when that happened. Now that they are both married and have separate families, Clyde is although still attracted to her and asks to meet her again. When she gives him the letter, he puts it in his shirt pocket and that letter makes a shield and protects his heart from breaking.

Thursday, March 29, 2007

Fashion in the 1950's

dave and me are doing our project on the fashion during the 1950's.

The Swimmer

Quotes The swimmer:

1. “I drank too much last night”(p.1489) John Cheever makes a big deal out of alcohol in this story. He is doing so, because the message he is sending to the readers is that things like families and homes can be lost very easily. He is thus, using drinking as an example of that. Drinkers are subject to loose things that they care about because they are not present for them anymore.
2. “He had been swimming and now he was breathing deeply,”(p.1490) this story starts when Ned feels he should swim 8.5 miles… all the way to his house. At the beginning everything is very optimistic and flowing easily. But as the story is progressing, Ned is getting more and more tired. The more pools he crosses the more people are getting weird, and the time is going faster and faster. When he gets home he realizes his wife and children left, and his house is now abandoned, and has been for a while. This story tells us that the longer you’re away from the thigs you care the quicker you will loose them.